PAGE VIII: More musings of an Amer. Indian woman/Celtic Crone. Continued from Page VII. I suggest you read from the top of the page down, and the pages from last to first. *I like the title of Crone. It would be easier to just say Woman, but I prefer Crone. A Crone can be any age toward middle age and beyond recalling that in the days of the Ancient Druids when the term was most commonly in usage, the average life span was only to about 45; therefore, she is merely a mature woman with wisdom and the powers of nature. Just thought I would clarify in case someone was visualizing me as a bent and wrinkled old woman with next to no hair and a very big cane. LOL Well, I do have a cane, but it was my daddy's so I'm not using it... yet! He made it himself from a knarled grape vine. Should I need one that one will most surely be my choice, which would most surely fit the image of a Crone. LOL I do indeed hope I keep most of my hair.... *shivers* stereotypical imagery! * Red is for my correction with proof reading. Violet is my Guide Waban. Black is just me... well, sometimes with the intuition of my Spirit Guide, Waban. In fact, I think a lot of the time. Sometimes I wonder where I am getting this information. I believe it, but most I have never tried to articulate. So I think I get a lot more help than not. Thank you, Waban. *Oh, Waban refers to me as Peachbird. It's an Indian named given to me long ago. It comes from the Chippewa Nation in Michigan. The Peachbird is the large Country or Horned Owl like we have in Texas. These Owls look brown and beige, but when in flight you can see the under wing and the belly is really a golden orange color. They also haunt the Peach Orchards (among other fruits) of Michigan searching for small prey. Waban says it is a name I have used in many reincarnations. *Spiritual Subject Matter: Read it if you will, believe it or not… I do not care for it is not the thoughts of my mind of that I am quite sure. But the words are thought provoking and ring true for me. I trust Waban completely without reservation. So I leave it as it is. To be a clear channel is to trust the words that come through you for there is no other way to explain it only that you know the difference between those words and your own. And I do... *I frequently move through entries on Politics or other secular topics and then back again to Spiritual insight with my Guide, Waban. '@v@' ***************************************************************************** April 20, 2012 I am amazed at how long it has been since I was last here. I’ve been trying to cope with depression along with a horrible allergy season. I’ve about doubled my allergy meds now that the Wax Leaf Augusta is in full bloom! Rain holds the air pollution down, and the Augusta blooms play havoc with my sinuses! Of course, the meds make me drowsy so much of the time. I’m even drinking coffee and sleeping! LOL That says something. This morning though I have not been asleep all night. I took a nap around 3:30 to about 7:30 this afternoon. But I should be sleepy. I do hope I am not working my way into a manic phase. Just thought of that… *heavy sigh* Well, if I am, I am. And I will cope.
The other night I was sound asleep and we were in a rolling thunder storm. Suddenly it was as if someone grabbed me by the shoulder and gave me a little jerk. I woke up and looked to my shoulder, it was so real. I expected a hand to be there. Instead I saw a brief, but very clear picture of my mother in law who has been dead since June, 2005. She said, “When it is your time, I will be there to help you across.” It certainly startled me, but it did not frighten me. Rather I felt that even from the grave she was still trying to take care of me. We were together for a long time. And we did love each other very much. She was my other mother. I’ve been missing her lately. In fact, I’ve been missing so many on the other side. I’ve seen Dad in dreams; he died in May, 2000.
As well I have had several dreams that are interrelated. The one was a lifetime with horses, I was a trainer. Within that dream I was also aware of another lifetime with horses, and then another. They were all running simultaneously. Horses have been much on my mind of late. I long to be with horses, and I often see myself riding very fast. I think I was a jokey in one life experience though I was female. I bought the video Warhorse, but have not watched it yet.
So there has been a lot going on with me though I have not been here. I go outside my house in the middle of the night and just enjoy the quiet and the warm night air. There is an Owl that calls somewhere across the street now when I come out. I call back quietly. LOL I don't want to alarm my neighbors. Last night 2 very large water birds flew back and forth over my house. That was pleasant and quite a surprise. They don’t often come this far from the Bay. Although if there is water in the drainage ditches near my neighborhood, they are often there. Cranes. I love all kinds of birds. Well, I love all kinds of wildlife. I’m very comfortable with creatures… much more so than with people.
Anyway, I just wanted to touch base here. I am feeling drawn to do some channeling, but right now is not the time.
I’ve been sleeping such long periods… sometimes 19 or 20 hours with very little break. There have been lots of thunderstorms, but no seriously bad weather here. So, I may have been working on that. As well, I may be working myself into a manic phase where I will not sleep. I’ve been very irritable, but not now. That feels good. ;)
You have been very busy, Bird, on many levels. We are pleased though you have isolated yourself more than you should. But that is expected at these times. Your focus has to be on so many other important things such as the weather that you do need to be alone. We are well pleased with your progress. And you are working with the Elementals to improve your health. We are well pleased with this. Simply trust your process. And all will be well.
You are right about the visit from your other mother-in-law. She just wants you to know that you are not alone. She worries about you even though she knows that you are well. Sometimes you may be picking up on her concern for you. She feels better now that she has finally been able to make contact with you. You have been right when you felt that someone was calling your name. It was she. She is much more at peace herself now. So many on this side of the veil care for you, dear Peachbird. You are well loved.
I Am Waban…
March 30, 2011 I have not been here for a time, because I have been literally clawing my way out of a deep depression. It was not easy, but I feel that I have crossed the boundary into normalcy again. It’s not easy. I usually notice the stressors or triggers readily. This time I was deep into it almost immediately. I pick up on so many different things… emotions in particular. I’m very empathic. Thankfully, I do have some things that I do that helps.
Fake it till you make it, is a good one. I know what normal looks like and feels like, and even if I am not feeling it, I can look it when I need to… most of the time. Another is to talk to my children. When I hear my son’s voice, it grounds me. I can be very emotional, phone him, and even if I don’t discuss what I’m feeling; I will feel better almost immediately. Like most men, he is a problem solver. I try not to put that burden on him unless I have no alternative. He has enough stress with work and all that goes with living. But there is something about just hearing the sound of his voice that is very reassuring. He’s steady and strong and it comes through his voice. It’s good to have a son.
The same is true of my daughter as well. She has two children to raise, and she does not need my emotional burdens. She’s a full time housewife and mother. And she does the job well. I have two wonderful grandbabies; they are the light of my life. Just being with them… or watching them do… well, anything is a wonderful grounding influence. It’s very hard to be depressed around children. You have to give them your undivided attention. After visiting with them, I feel refreshed even if I am tired by the end of the visit.
I also have my spirituality. I’ve said it many, many times. I’m an AmerIndian and that is my spirituality. I find no comfort in religion. It is fear and guilt based control, and little more in the final analysis. Finding my Indian spirituality has done as much to save my life as anything. Most of the time it is all I need to stay focused and grounded. But then, I’m very empathic. I have to watch for stressors and triggers. This last bout was not so easy. It is the first such experience I have had in years, I guess. But I am stronger because I was able to work my way through it. And I have… well, pretty much.
The last few nights, I have spent time outside hugging my trees. I make myself become one with them. And then I can feel their messages and their peaceful nature. Trees are most settling to the nerves. LOL That sounds funny to actually say it out loud. Today we had a good Thunderstorm. The Thunder was beautiful. I took a couple of hours nap during said storm, and woke up beginning to feel the energy move through my body. Trees, Birds, Thunder, any kind of animal… all these things tend to ground me. Right now I feel very good. I should be sleepy, but I’m not. I’m feel like the Thunderstorm energized me.
Peachbird, you are right. The storm helped immensely. That was the point of the nap to allow you to really relate to the storm on a cellular as well as mental/physical level. As you became one with the storm, you gave the energy of your own state of mind to that effort. And as the storm dissipated, it took your negative emotions along with it. And one again you did something that you do when stressed. You allowed your Guides and Teachers to take you along on a journey to healing. And yes, you are better.
Now something you must remember again is that you control your emotions, and no one else. Once you feel the trap is opening, go into that place where you are one with everything and everyone and refill your energy tank, so to speak. These are things you know very well, but when depression gets the best of one, it is good to be reminded. But always trust that you are never alone. All you need has been provided for you. Trust your process and simply keep putting one foot in front of the other.
We are well pleased with your progress, Bird… now then, go have a nap or a bit of a read and then go peacefully off to sleep. Always we are with you… and I Am Waban…
March 19, 2011 I love my children and my grandchildren more than life itself. I could never give them up of my own doing. If I am pushed to the periphery of their lives, then so be it. I exist on the periphery of their lives. Without them my life is not worth living.
Peachbird, never are you pushed to the periphery of the lives of your family. Your children are not yours to own. And this you know. They have their own lives to live. And that you recognize very well. That is why you love the words of Kahlil Gibran, the Poet, so well. You recognized the truth of his words on children and parents among other things to be so true. You cannot make them in your image, but you give them the tools they need to make themselves in their own image. By giving your children the freedom to be whomever they choose to be, you have given them the greatest tool that ever a parent can give. And despite the hardships of your childhood, your parents did the best they could to give you that freedom. And because they did not force you to believe any one particular religious belief, you have had the freedom to chose your own spirituality and in so doing you are able to complete your purpose for being here at all. You have worked through so much personal karma and now you work to fulfill your group karma as well as that of your civilization. You are one of many who are here for multiple reasons. You are a stabilizer of your area against Earth Changes, and you are a Messenger, in fact, the Vanguard of a Message to Mankind. We are well pleased with your work in these areas. Because of you and others, mankind is in the beginnings of moving to a higher vibrational level.
You needed time to work through your emotions. And we have given you the perfect avenue to do so. There is much that you need to be about. And we are very proud of the progress you have made in the last years… and for that matter, all of your life. And yes, you did have the break down, but it no longer can control you. For that, we are very pleased. There is much support for you on this side of the veil. Like many who have been pushed to the edge of sanity, there is and was purpose. You have chosen all that has come into your path just as all those around you or reading this entry have done the same. There is purpose to your lives… always there is purpose.
And you do nothing alone even in your darkest hour, you are never alone. Some will call that presence God… others will say Guides and Teachers. But there is a Host who work for your highest good and that of all mankind. We do not ask for prayers of thanksgiving. We only ask that you be aware that you are not alone. And that we work with you for your highest good at every step of your Journey. And we will continue to do so for all of your life… lives, probabilities and alternative realities.
Now let your mind rest. We are always with you, and we are very proud of your constant progress even when to you it appears that you have gone backwards… you have done so that you can make a leap forward.
You are well loved, and we are well pleased.
And, I Am Waban…
March 18, 2012 Yes, I know that the feelings below are valid. And I am dealing with this very well. A few years ago, I had the equivalent of a nervous breakdown. Some of the things that I was experiencing put undo stress and strain upon my daughter and her family. They had every right to be upset, if not supportive. But in any case, things have been improving or so I thought. I won’t go into details. But what is, is what is. And I cannot change the past. If my health issue has placed a strain on the relationship between my daughter and I, then I am helpless to change it at this point. I am tired of walking of broken glass worried for everything I say and do. And if this is the way it is. Then so be it. I cannot continue knowing what I know. So, I will miss my grandchildren terribly. It already feels like someone has hacked a piece out of my heart. Life must go on, but I will not continue to suffer these feelings. I am merely a very small pawn in the life of my daughter. And it appears that I cause more pain than good. So as of now, I just bow out. I will not continue these years of struggling to prove that I am “okay” now. In time, perhaps she will see that I am her mother; and therefore, would never consciously do anything to hurt her or my grandchildren. I simply cannot stand being the evil “stepmother” any longer. Better to just step aside and let her be happy. And if my sister can take my place, then so be it. And I will survive.
Thank you, Waban… I feel your strength and I give thanks for it.
Be at peace, Bird. You will survive no matter what comes into your life. You are a survivor, and we are most proud of you and your progress.
I Am Waban…
March 18, 2021
Yesterday only about 3 hrs ago, it was the anniversary of the day my daughter died. She was 18, less than a month from her 19th birthday. I reached my other daughter just a couple of days ago. My grandchildren were on spring break this week. And not only did she not tell me…she did not even take my phone calls until Friday night. This is not the first time this has happened when the children were out of school. And at the same time, I speak to my sister… and she seems very cool and unlike her usual self as though she is speaking for someone else that is there. My daughter and her family are going there to visit without telling me.
The first time last fall, I said to myself, “no, you cannot be right.” Your sister would never do that to you. And you know your daughter would never do that to you either. Then it happened again. And then again… and now. See the thing they don’t realize is that I helped raise my sister and brother. If they lie to me I can tell as easily as I can with my own children. I always could. And now it has happened so that I cannot ignore it again. I don’t know if I can forgive either of them. My heart is completely broken.
Peachbird, we know this is devastating to you. And we want you to know that we are with you. You are never alone. Always we are by your side giving you strength to carry on with your life no matter what anyone else is or is not doing. We know that for you it feels as though your sister is literally trying to steal your daughter and grandchildren from you. As well we know that you feel like your daughter is transplanting you with your sister. We knew it would be this way. And we have tried to strengthen you to deal with these emotions. We beg you to feel yourself wrapped in the arms of your guides and teachers… those of us on this side who guide, teach, and protect you. Allow yourself to be still and quiet and feel our love for you. Let the feelings out… and feel the love.
As always, I am Waban… and I am with you, dear one…. March 15, 2012 I am experiencing heightened dream activity, some I recall and some not. I am sleeping about 2 to 3 hrs. then awake for an hr. or 2, then I am so sleepy that I cannot seem to stay wake. I'm dreaming about relatives who have died in this lifetime, and they are dying in alternative realities as well. I am looking back at their lives, going through their belongings, and experiencing all that one experiences with the grief process. I'm still sorting out what all this means. Another thing I am noticing is that my attitude about things is changing. I do not recall dreaming of anything in relationship to said attitudes, but when I encounter a situation; I find that I do not feel/react in the same way as I would have only a day or so ago. I'm well aware that Waban said that I would be experiencing accelerated dream activity. And I guess that is where I'm at, and the reasoning will become clear in time.
Yes, Bird, this is the case. Do not fret or try to hard to grasp the concepts that are coming into your consciousness, just let it happen. And just as you speak above, the meaning will most suddenly jump out at you. We are well pleased with your progress at this point in time. *smiling jovially* You are our beloved child... and we are well pleased.... indeed... I Am Waban....
March 12, 2012 There is no beginning and there is no end. There is only now, and right now you are focused into this present moment in this present reality. You are a multidimensional being part of a greater Soul Gestalt that is focused into both physical and non physical realities. And you are doing so even as you are here and now. And God is a projection of your image of yourself. As mankind evolves, his image of God evolves. Everything and everyone who comes into your life is part of your Soul Growth, your projection into physical reality so that you may learn and grow as a member of your Soul Gestalt. Your Soul Gestalt and personality is eternal, and it projects your image of yourself into whatever dimension or reality in which you are focused. You are a multidimensional entity or personality and you are experiencing in more than one life time at the same time as this one. You are experiencing in physical and nonphysical realities. You are experiencing as reincarnational personalities and alternative realities of each of those existences. And since linear time is only part of this reality, you are experiencing these alternative selves right now; because all time is right now. You only need the illusion on time in this 3rd dimension. There are many different dimensions and realities. Each personality construct of which you are a part is happening right now and informing each other constantly. So look around you and know that you make your own reality. And this is not some hypothetical theory, this is fact. And it will remain fact whether or not you believe it.
Our Bird here has been experiencing reality on many different levels and is aware of doing so. This has been brought into her awareness so that she can more easily allow Our transmissions from this side to come through in a clear and accurate fashion. To do this work well, one must be a clear channel. That means that she must get out of her own way to allow my transmission to pass through her mind... then through her fingers and onto this format so that others may read it. If the ideas are too foreign from her own belief system or experience, she will most naturally begin to question while she is transmitting! This is counter productive on all levels; therefore, we are allowing her awareness to be open to new expriences such as the other reality that she is tapping into and has been sharing in previous entries. Right now she is experiencing not one, but several relationships in the medium of the internet. They are friendships developing so that she can experience immediately that there are physical relationships and there are none physical relationships. She has not until just now understood that this is the process she is wading through at this time. She is a quick learner.
Peachbird, you have done very well. We are well pleased with the progress you are experiencing. Now be prepared for more dream activity. A stage has been set, and you will begin a new journey there. Proof read at another time, dearest heart. I Am Waban....and always I am with you.
March 8, 2012
I give thanks to my Guide and Teacher, Waban, he has been with me so that I know his name and hear his words since some years before my husband died. He guided me through all those years until now. And I just want to express my gratitude right here and now.
It is not necessary, Bird, we know your heart… and your Soul. We have shared many lifetimes with you and we have lived with you physically and spiritually. There is nothing that has happened to you in your life that we have not been there for you. And there is nothing in your life that we have not helped you to plan and execute. You are very much our child. I say “our” because there is not just one of us. We are many as a Soul Gestalt who guide and support your growth. Just as you aid in guiding and supporting others in our Soul Gestalt.
No one is ever alone, Peachbird… never… no matter how dark the night, there are those who guide and support you. We and you are in the process right now of transition. You are in a growth period punctuated with periods of rest. Your energy level is high… and you need little sleep. But since there is much that you are working on during sleep periods, you need longer periods of sleep time. So it is a juggling act for the time being.
Readers, if you are new to the website, you may not be aware that our Bird is a Location Stabilizer… for lack of a better word. When there are extreme weather changes, individual Soul personalities… and groups as well… help to stabilize the physicality of an area. Peachbird is in a large metropolitan area. Earth changes could mean massive destruction and loss of life where she is located. Merely by being where she is it is safer for all. She consciously can make the difference. But even if she is not aware of a situation, on some level her mind and body is aware. This is something that she planned as part of her life purpose. It is a great sacrifice because it does take a toll on the body and mind. Our Bird has done well indeed. We are beyond proud of her, and she will be rewarded for her efforts.
When an individual/soul personality steps up to the plate and takes on a heavy duty there is reward. The individual may chose a life time of ease and rest for the next incarnation, or they may simply continue to work toward Soul Growth. This individual has always taken on more than most, and her life demonstrates that fact. Our Bird does not work for reward; however, she works for the good of her Soul Gestalt and all of mankind here on the Earth Plane as do you all on one level or another. She is very sensitive to the suffering of others. Animals love her. Babies love her. And there are those with evil in their hearts who fear her. And so should they, because she has the power for change as well as stability. Those who cross her Path will find that she brings out the best in them. But she will not stand for evil. Most often she is not even aware that she has any control over what others say or do. But she does, because that is part of her purpose as well.
This has been a hard lifetime for our Bird. But we are well pleased with her progress on all levels. When the time is right, she will find her true love once again. For the one she seeks is her Soul Mate, and is always near her in one way or another.
Rest now, Bird. Did changing the angle of the keyboard help? Yes, Waban, it did. I still feel it, but not to the degree that I did. I will get a new board. Yes, it would be wise. You will not want to stop the work here. But you can rest from it. Tweet a little less. We hate to say that, because you are a voice for reason.
Sending you waves of precious energy…. I Am Waban…
March 7, 2012 Now tonight I have read the entry below and can see a direct correlation to something in my real life. Tonight, I cannot sleep... So here I am awake and typing here. I have thought for a long time that I did not want romance in my life. I was stunned when I became infatuated with a celebrity from a show I enjoy very much. After a short while I realized that this person looked, sounded, and behaved very much like my late husband. He is a taller, thinner version in so many ways that I cannot look at him long without feeling like I did when I fell in love with my husband. I joke and say that I am ruined for a real man in my life. And I think it is probably the truth! But this awakening has also awakened me to the desire for more than just romance. For the first time in a very long time, my body stirs for sex. And this awakening coincides with the other reality. I have no idea what this means. I do not want to have a man in my life here physically. So I think that is what led me to the celebrity. There are lots of men I find attractive from acting, but none that have completely captured my imagination and attention like this my celebrity. For God’s sake, I’m a Fangirl…. LOL a mature Fangirl! And I don’t want to give it up. So, of course, I won’t! I am very curious as to what my Guide Waban would say about this, but so far he has not mentioned the issue.
Peachbird, it is a fantasy that fills a need in your life. Perhaps in time you may decide that you do want a real life person in your life again. If you do, it is fine. And if you do not, that is fine as well. The thing is that you are learning and growing from all these experiences whether it is the infatuation of which you speak or the alternative reality. But the important thing is that you can see all the correlations that come about as a result of all your activities. You can see how one thing informs the other. You can see how each new person who comes into your life brings something new to the table that informs your past and your future as well as the other reality in which you are experiencing. You are being given a rare glimpse into the True Nature of Reality. And, this information is helping not only you to understand, but anyone associated with you to understand… and to grow from the experience. So, go now and try to sleep again.
We are glad that your forearm is improving. A new keyboard would definitely help. It is the angle at which you hold your hands with the flat board. You need one of the curved ones with the soft edge as you type fast for long periods of time. We encourage you to stay busy as activity is very good for your journey at this time. Don’t be afraid to let people into your life… we are always near to help sort out what is for your highest good as well as the individuals you allow in. So move forward with confidence… let the journey begin… thank you, Waban... I will "sleep" on your words.... I did not expect such a quick reply... *merry grinning* I Am Waban… I am always with you, beloved...
March 5, 2012 (proof read) Very strange indeed. As I read this I am completely in awe, because I do not recall typing most of it. Now that means I was a clear channel. *smiling slowly.* And I do understand the correlation between what is going on in my life compared to what is going on in that other reality. And I understand the importance of helping myself as well as others to realize that there will be a different reality available to them when they make the transistion we call death. It is a good idea that we begin to dispell the notion of a Biblical Heaven/Hell scenario from our consciousness as human beings. We are past the need for faery tales, and it is important that as many of us as possible understand what truly awaits many of us. I cannot say it is what awaits all because Waban has said many times in these entries that there are many different forms of reality... that all that matters is that we are here for soul growth. That is our sole purpose here... to grow, to learn, and to carry our fellow man along with us.
I know as well that whatever we expect will be there for us until we are capable of understanding and accepting the true nature of reality. And this is why we need to dispell the idea of heaven and hell. There will be large numbers of souls making the transitions in the times to come. And when those personalities do not know what is available it takes the energy of many souls already there to help them adjust.
Ah, Waban is right. My left fore arm is tender.... just a little right behind the wrist along the outside edge of the bone that runs from wrist to elbow. Well, nothing for it but that I shall buy a new more comfortable keyboard. I've been using an old fashioned one simply because I'm a creature of habit! LOL Enough... I'm going to rest it and read.
March 4, 2012 (proofread) Last night I did indeed have a similar experience with my alternative reality. As I was going to sleep, suddenly I was there. It surprised me. So I wonder if I have somehow been interfering with that process. My husband and I were having a little fit of jealousy as we used to call it. I had been going with him to work. He had an acting job. Note: I think if my husband and I had remained in Calif. where we met that either one of us or both would have ended up trying to break into acting. We were both very easy on the eye. My husband was handsome and never met a stranger, so it might have been easier for him than for me in the beginning. I was shy in my own way. In any case, he had to do an intimate love scene, and they preferred as few people as possible be on set. This I knew without having to experience said situation to explain. I recalled just as you do in your everyday life.
Because I could not go, I stayed home alone for the first time since we were married. Always before, I was in the habit of going with him. I would bring a book, and just hang out while they were working. He would come and speak to me between shots. It was fun, and we were newly weds. So it was strange to be home alone, plus knowing that he was having an intimate love scene with another woman. I did not think I was jealous as I saw how busy a set is and how many people it takes to film any scene.
So, this is what happened. He phoned and said he was on his way home. When he arrived he just came into our home unannounced. I found this annoyed me, I thought he would phone on his way home. For some reason, he did not. He phoned before he showered to tell me that the shot was over and he would shower and be home shortly. The whole idea that he had been in near nude intimate embraces with another woman most of the day bothered me more than I thought it would. When he came to me and automatically started to kiss me and become intimate, it made me mad. I pushed him away. I told him to at least have the decency to spend a little time talking to me and being sure that he was not still with her.
It annoyed him and he was hurt that I would even think such a thing. He said that he was a human being and could not do those scenes for hours on end without have some sort of reaction. And he was trying to assure me that the reaction was that he wanted to come home to me.... to have sex with me. He said he had been thinking of me and visualizing me all the way home. We stopped everything. He said we should get a bite to eat or have a drink and talk it through. And he did mix himself a drink and brought me a small glass of red wine on ice. Just as in this lifetime I do not drink much at all, and never have.
Then we sat and talked for a long time. He had taken a shower before leaving the set. He said he felt like he needed to before coming home to me. It was like a respect issue. And we both agree that our reaction was normal, and that when and if I were in the opposite situation; he would no doubt feel the same way. So we had to figure out how we were going to deal with our own personal feelings about the issue. Both being very sexual, we knew logically that it was going to cause arousal on some level. You cannot do a convincing love scene without feeling it on some level... we had agreed before the shoot. But we agreed that we had to save those feelings for each other.
After a long conversation, we made love. And it was fine. The reason I go into this kind of detail about something intimate is that I can see a correlation between something that is happening in my real life. I will not go into details for my and the other person's privacy, but I see some correlation. We are only friends, but there seems to be a rough patch of figuring just where the friendship might go; and deciding if we are comfortable with the relationship continuing. No one wants to get hurt or to start expecting more than just friendship.
So, this is in a way similar. Recall in other passages that I and we have been told that there is constant bleed through with alternative realities, soul fragments, and reincarnational experiences since all time is now. As well, this is all about Soul Growth on all levels, so what one learns in one arena becomes common knowledge to all in varying degrees. This is fascinating to me. And I can see that what Waban said about showing me other experiences as we go along will help me, us, to explain the nature of reality and afterlife more clearly. I see that is exactly what is happening.
Yes, Bird, exactly so. The time element is of no consequence. It is experience that is our measure on this side of your reality. As you experience and understand, we are able to expound upon here for others. All things happen for a reason, and all who enter your life are there for a reason. So, do not be afraid... simply experience day to day. Do not try to rush anything or understand it completely. The meaning will come in good time. Just be open to the knowledge as it comes, dear Bird and Readers.
Proof read at another time, Peachbird. Now entertain yourself in different ways. Your left hand is growing tired today, you need to rest it. We do not want to deal with Carpal Tunnel Syndrome, now do we. ;)) Ever we are thinking of your well being, Bird, on all levels. Do not fear, my dear ones... I Am Waban...
March 3, 2012 I am not having the same kind of experience with my parallel lifetime as I was. Now I can make the transition, but it is not nearly so easy or so vividly real. I suppose that if I make a steady practice it might become so. I believe that I understand the process enough now that it is not needed. But I will probably “check in” on my other self from time to time… especially realizing that I might enter that lifetime primarily after I cross over from this one. It’s a very different way of thinking of the afterlife. Recall the cogs on a wheel analogy? Interesting that my personality wheel might turn from this one at death to that… and that I would have an entire set of memories from that lifetime to perhaps digest and understand. It is a philosophy that I have not heard espoused before and one I will contemplate.
Peachbird, yes, you are right. It is not a common description of the afterlife, but it is a very valid one. Not the only one… but a very valid after death experience for many. Just as your husband in that life time died and then returned later in the same life so it will appear to you if you could see from our perspective. Existence is not nearly understood as it should be. But there are those like you who are awakening to the truth. There is no death per se… only life experiences for growth of the Soul personality and Gestalt. And this you will be completely aware of in your after death experience… as well all on your Earth experience.
There are many who are crossing over from your side of reality to this one due to natural disasters… Earth Changes, if you will. It will help mightily if people have this knowledge… this belief system. When one leaves the body in a disaster or accident there is often terror connected with the experience that hinders the Soul personality from adapting to the new situation. Understanding this spiritual world view would eliminate much of that trauma allowing the personality to adapt much more quickly and needing much less aid from others in that process. If you are expecting the possibility, you may move smoothly through the process with the least amount of trauma. The more rapidly you can adapt, the quicker you can move into other experience/s that will aid in your growth. And as you evolve you carry your fellow Soul travelers along with you. Win/Win situation… *merry grinning*
It is important that the greatest number of people be prepared for different after (so-called) death scenarios as we can provide. There are no streets paved with gold, no pearly gates, no St. Peter waiting to judge you. The reality is very different. We have touched on one experience that might present itself to the individual. There are many, many more. And we are prepared to help you experience them physically so that you can enlighten mankind. For the time has come when large numbers of people question whether or not there is an afterlife. The fact is that heaven and hell is sounding like faery tales to many who have no other expectation for after death experience, dear Bird. Many feel an emptiness that needs to be filled with more reality than mankind has been prepared to accept until now. What with the advancement of Earth Changes, mankind needs to be prepared. And that is part of your and our purpose, dear Bird… to enlighten.
You may read this, Dear Readers, and say that it is impossible. But it does not matter whether or not you believe it, having heard it… you will not be in total shock or denial at what awaits you. As well, you do not have to worry how many people receive your message, Bird. We have the Hundredth Monkey Theory that we have espoused before and that many of your readers already know. When a mass number of individuals hear the message, it will become common knowledge and not shocking in the least. So it is not necessary that you have thousands of readers at all. And with this we shall stop for now…
We are well pleased, Bird. Return later for a proof read and revision session. I Am Waban…
